This week has been a black black week.. everything jus seems to fall apart.. partly is the way that I interpret things that had happened..


Will keep things short so that I will not start pouring everything out and making life sounds so so bad.. Well, thinking thru again, I think it's jus a moment of 'lost control of emotions'. Emotions jus took over me and I jus see myself being so miserable.. but in fact, nothing really.. Hahahahah... at least I'm blogging now and laughing at my silly thoughts.. Frens, dun worry abt me.. I'm back to the super-duper me again =) EQ up to high once more..


I'm glad J's dad and sis are so nice to appreciate the 'Tsumani' aka 'Tiramisu' and other nice yummy cakes I bought from our favourite Bakerzin =) Though I must say that I dun mind spending much to buy the cakes, I still feel a bit sore that J's mum was a little insensitive.. But J's dad and sis really made my day =) Perhaps, I jus let it out on my face again.. ops, I made have put on that disappointed look again.. Asked J if my face is 'black', he said no.. well, i dun really think i looked ok.. as usual, he sees everything as 'Fine'.. (i know where the insentitivity comes from).. But it's a gd thing to be insensitive sometimes.. at least we will all be happier =)My ambition to stay with his family is gone after this incident.. Jokingly told J that I see my future.. I will be the miserable ger whose future hubby will not 'teng wo' and I will get 'tortured' by the 'in-laws'.. Hahahahha... both of us laughed.. scary lehz.. Heard that the rest of the cakes were eaten the next day.. (J promised to keep the 'Frasier' for me =p but nebermind.. i'm happy to know that it's not gone to waste)..


J made a make decision on sunday.. mixed feelings abt it.. hope we get it? hope we dun..? well, it's too big and long a plan.. I can't see anything yet now.. Jus leave it to him.. shouldn't things be like this?


Yesterday missed the 'Superstar' cos last min we went out.. Dun remember that I mentioned must abt the Himalayan blended tea frm mc cafe.. but J bought me that last nite.. ok let's make up on account of the tea..


The whole office is behind Kelly!! so how can I let her lose?? keke, sms for her and she WON!! yeah! =) Derrick's great also.. wanted him to win and he won.. yeppie..! So sad that Leon actually lose.. but there can only be 1 winner yesterday.. supporters, dun be too sad ok? Can give ur votes to Junyang instead..! Hehe, I sure learn fast frm the 'Apple daily reporter' to 'La Piao'.. hehehhe...


It's friday.. but J last min got to work shift.. Hiaz.. what to do? Friend once say she find me an understanding gerfriend.. perhaps, I shld work harder to keep this 'perception'..


Cheers to wkend! Here I come!!