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Jul 29, 2005

Ahh Choo! aHh choo..! oh no, gonna start again?! ahh ChoO! one more?!

Yeah, I caught a cold again.. thought I jus recover from sore throat jus yesterday.. coincidently, frens got sick one after another.. no no!! no what you are thinking.. we din spread to each other.. erm, i dunno abt passing virus thru smses and emails lar.. kakaka... definitely not laH =p weLL, hope we will all recover very soOn =) I won't want to miss this sundaY yeah.. my very expensive.. opS!! heartache again.. keke..

Joy jus started work yesterday.. so so happY that she found a very gd job at Brisbane.. All the best, ger!! Glad you are adapting well and wish you all the best.. we all miss you too! Rem we are not too far away ya =) jus text us anytime.. excited to rec' your emails everytime knowing how you are and sharing with you all my thoughts.. Keke, I got your sms and your email.. Expect my reply soon ya! Take care, dear Joy =) Ahh Ahh.. ops! nope, false alarm.. Dun worry, jus had my medicine.. i risk staying up the whole nite again.. but no choice.. gotta continue the medication.. fuNNy leh.. thought it will cause drowsiness?? erm... hahahhah...

J's at work now.. hmm, nite shift this week.. I very 'kuai' leh.. stay at home on a friday nite.. keke.. ya ya... cos our girl's nite-out was postponed.. that's why I'm here at home.. \("p)/ To my dearest AngeLs: Been so long since we last meet up.. (my birthday if i'm not wrong).. hope we can meet up soon yeah! 'Tian Shi Men, Kambatte!' Xiaotiantian, thanks for arranging.. appreciate lots! Muaak!.. (wait a minute.. virus virus!!.. =p)

J jus sms: 'Having his mini break'.. sounds rather funny but well, that's what he calls it.. haha.. all the funny phrases.. I dun understand why he always have such different perceptions.. he's so onz that i go sentosa with my own frens while other bf will erm, not be happy abt that?? (Jes said: erm, maybe guys happy that they have their 'free time'?.. keke.. i think so, but it's a gd idea isn't it? we can have our own time to be with frens and do what we like.. 'Da Jia dou kai xin') Also, when i told him I went shopping with my fren and had 20% discount.. to be exact, 20% and 40% discount, he jus said.. 'it quite a lot you know?!'.. well, shouldn't you guys be complaining like 'what?! went shopping again.. =p' well, Kai Xin Jiu Hao!! Hahahah.. hope you can finish work early and go home and rest =) see you tmr!

Yeppie, wkend is here! once again.. mixed feeling.. time flies.. hiaz hiaz.. (".)"Nope! dun let this stop us from enjoying our wkend yeah! Enjoyz!! not sleepy yet... oh no..

Lyn smile @ 11:41 PM

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Jul 25, 2005

I must say that blogging has made every little details of life seems like a 'happening'... Like the way I see things now =)

Wkend was jus pleasant... oh really, I think it was jus 'Fantastic'!! Nothing too dramatic happened but well, I jus happy how things turned out and is going on ard and to me =)

My cousin jus got married on Friday and he invited us all to celebrate at the chalet at changi safra.. CONGRATULATIONS!! I'm jus so happy for all those married couples.. Jus feel so 'gan dong' and felt really happy for them.. to unite and live together.. love going to wedding dinners and sharing their joy.. Really touched! Don't jump into anything yet.. I nvr say becos of that,'Wo xiang3 jia4'.. =p not very close to this family and cousin.. so most of us jus went there to 'show face'.. which i think quite sad lor.. Dunno but i thought it will be better if all dun feel this way.. Frankly, I felt and gave them my blessing wholeheartedly eventhough we hardly talk over the years.. Only when I was small ger when this big brother seemed closer to us.. He's a nice guy and gd for him, he's starting his new family! =)

Dun rush me lar.. let's not have mac for breakfast ok?? Let's jus have porridge somewhere.. Yummy, long since we have big breakfast =) dunno why but we had such gd appetite that we both went.. "Hmm...." at the tray of hot crispy fries that went passed us and then I said.."I want fries".. J jus goes.."OK, u go and buy".. more workout for me on my xtrainer! =p

Another episode happened at home when we were lazing ard and then I asked.. "How to trap water ar?".. "Dun want to teach u.. cannot tell u then u will go to the beach and try it urself.. dangerous u know?".. (as usual i rebuke) "I know what to do.. I make sure my feet touch the ground.. else, will start crying for help".. (J jus said.."Ya").. After much pestering, I showed me.. keke.. so funny.. he kicked his legs and I looked at him attentively.. aiyo, think i must have looked like a student in a chemistry class.. "Hands leh?".. He showed me how to but it's so different frm what my 'sentosa kakis' did.. "Hey, different lehz.. thot the hand push down one?".. "Like that will sink lah.. dun bullshit with me, I learn to trap water when I'm four!".. Chey, his arrogant look =p but i have to admit, he looked so pro and keke.. ok, +2!

Fren came out with this craziest topic of the wk! What's ur favourite festival and everyone has all the reason of their fav and hates.. well, i dislike Youth day cos i no longer can celebrate it.. =p the sensitive topic, u know.. But ironically, I love CNY and children's day! Dun understand why the next qn pple ask me is "how come? u dun celebrate children day, do u??" I know this is silly but I will get J candies on children's day.. dunno when this started.. hahhahah... he obviously din realised this 'celebration' also.. hahah.... well, a very sad thing to say, J's most dislike 'valentine's day'.. cos he got to burn his pocket.. I conclude he likes CNY jus as me, cos he can get angbao.. MONEYFACE!!

I finally realise and enjoy the meaning of 'When it's time, it time.. things will happen naturally..' Joy, I shared it with u.. Hush hush for now.. promised u will be the first fren to know when I know it =)

A bundle of laughter and joy completes the week and I'm so glad things went well.. Oh yes, I almost finish the second book by cecilia ahern.. her next will only be published next yr.. can't wait..! But meanwhile, I set my mind that I will only read funny romance novel.. They makes me laugh! love it! Ireland authors are really jus brilliant!

Lyn smile @ 5:03 PM

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Jul 22, 2005

This week has been a black black week.. everything jus seems to fall apart.. partly is the way that I interpret things that had happened..

Will keep things short so that I will not start pouring everything out and making life sounds so so bad.. Well, thinking thru again, I think it's jus a moment of 'lost control of emotions'. Emotions jus took over me and I jus see myself being so miserable.. but in fact, nothing really.. Hahahahah... at least I'm blogging now and laughing at my silly thoughts.. Frens, dun worry abt me.. I'm back to the super-duper me again =) EQ up to high once more..

I'm glad J's dad and sis are so nice to appreciate the 'Tsumani' aka 'Tiramisu' and other nice yummy cakes I bought from our favourite Bakerzin =) Though I must say that I dun mind spending much to buy the cakes, I still feel a bit sore that J's mum was a little insensitive.. But J's dad and sis really made my day =) Perhaps, I jus let it out on my face again.. ops, I made have put on that disappointed look again.. Asked J if my face is 'black', he said no.. well, i dun really think i looked ok.. as usual, he sees everything as 'Fine'.. (i know where the insentitivity comes from).. But it's a gd thing to be insensitive sometimes.. at least we will all be happier =)My ambition to stay with his family is gone after this incident.. Jokingly told J that I see my future.. I will be the miserable ger whose future hubby will not 'teng wo' and I will get 'tortured' by the 'in-laws'.. Hahahahha... both of us laughed.. scary lehz.. Heard that the rest of the cakes were eaten the next day.. (J promised to keep the 'Frasier' for me =p but nebermind.. i'm happy to know that it's not gone to waste)..

J made a make decision on sunday.. mixed feelings abt it.. hope we get it? hope we dun..? well, it's too big and long a plan.. I can't see anything yet now.. Jus leave it to him.. shouldn't things be like this?

Yesterday missed the 'Superstar' cos last min we went out.. Dun remember that I mentioned must abt the Himalayan blended tea frm mc cafe.. but J bought me that last nite.. ok let's make up on account of the tea..

The whole office is behind Kelly!! so how can I let her lose?? keke, sms for her and she WON!! yeah! =) Derrick's great also.. wanted him to win and he won.. yeppie..! So sad that Leon actually lose.. but there can only be 1 winner yesterday.. supporters, dun be too sad ok? Can give ur votes to Junyang instead..! Hehe, I sure learn fast frm the 'Apple daily reporter' to 'La Piao'.. hehehhe...

It's friday.. but J last min got to work shift.. Hiaz.. what to do? Friend once say she find me an understanding gerfriend.. perhaps, I shld work harder to keep this 'perception'..

Cheers to wkend! Here I come!!

Lyn smile @ 10:35 AM

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Jul 16, 2005

Vulnerability...

Told joy abt my disappointment late last year when I found out that frens actually felt this way when I din even know.. Seen her did this to our common fren before and never did I expect her to do this to me too.. If there's anything, I rather you tell me or that I nvr nvr know abt it.. thought I got over it and jus forget abt having such fren.. but recently, a fren ask me abt her and I jus couldn't say much.. 'Xin Jie'??

I really cherish every fren whom i consider as frens and perhaps it's my perfectionist that wish to make every fren happy.. but i know it's difficult and I shldn't care too much how pple think of me.. 'Kai Xin Jiu Hao'??

I nvr thought I know this frm J and I dun believe what I hear.. perhaps it's a small thing.. perhaps it's a misunderstanding.. but thinking thru it, it seems true and there's no chance to clarify on this.. perhaps, she jus din take me as fren.. whom we once spend so much time tog.. is competitveness so impt? well, i'm glad she's doing very well now.. I know no one in this world is perfect, but i try my best to do what i feel is right, that's enough.. din tell anyone what happened to us.. Joy knows I am very upset abt it.. I jus dun understand why have to end a friendship like this..

Why so much 'gan chu'?! Maybe it's becos i tried to get this freindship back again.. but i dunno if i shld do that.. I know i will nvr forget this.. wish everyone can be frank..

All the best to her.. hope this is the only time i post unhappy incident in my blog..

hiaz.. feeling better now.. all really to enjoy my wkend!! \(",)

Lyn smile @ 11:27 AM

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Jul 11, 2005

BlaCk oR WhiTe??

Yeah, that seems to be the hottest topic in town now.. haha..

So guys and gers, whick group are U in?? I proudly say, I'm still in the white group.. hohohohoh... I better be careful when the others see this.. =p but frankly speaking, I love being tan if my skin wants to.. think i shall stick with my whitening plan for now bah =) But I really envy those with lovely tan.. maYbe can be tan too if bask under the sun every wkend.. keke.. erm, seems like a tough decision to make.. cos once black, beri difficult to be white again hor..

black or white.. black or white.. hehehehe

Recently, J told me or a 'Xiao bai' at his base.. hahahha.. i burst into laughter when i recall the hot topic in office.. but this 'xiao bai' is both white and also 'bai' as in xiao bai nian.. keke.. not liked at all.. chey!!

no matter fair or tan, kai xin jiu hao!!
Fair or Tan is a better comparison.. hehe.. sounds better..

Lyn smile @ 10:43 PM

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Jul 10, 2005

Wkend always flies so quickly.. spending quality time with frens and love ones are always what makes the wkend so fun and nicE =)

knOwing that this wkend will be a little different, really looked forward.. Mentioned to J abt going to sentosa this sunday with some frens.. he seems accepting of the idea and what I found that is so cool is when I finally decided to go, he's the one who asked me to get a pair of bikini and shopped with me.. Cool! It's so exp.. hiaz, shld have went a few places to compare the prices.. but well, as i always say.. 'kai xin jiu hao'!!

Millenia walk jus appear like a ghost town on saturday.. probably the road close at padang area.. anyway, jus right as we never like crowds.. keke.. sounding like anti-social freaks.. erm, whatever.. hahahahah.. well, I must say curry at baker's inn is nice nice =) at least it's nice and non-spicy.. just right for J who can never eat spicy food.. keke.. ordering latte or coffee seems to be something that he will do everytime we go cafe.. and not becos he wants to drink.. =p wonderful evening.. esp when we managed to have a glimpse of the fireworks while going back on ECP.. 'NC'.. erm, it think that what he said.. oni trial firing of the fireworks =) so dun see much.. but still they are so beautiful! cars slowing down to watch.. and as usual, J starts cursing..! =p are all guys like this?? erm, perhaps not lar.. keke can still remember last wk seeing long long stretch of tanks and all sorts of vehicles.. breathtaking sight too!

Frens brought another 2 'newbies'.. i call 'xiao xue sheng' to sentosa.. know what?? I haven't step into sentosa for 5 YEARS!! that long! yeah.. J jus refused to go.. haha, blame him =p well, had a great time there.. haven't change much maybe.. but sooooo.. many routes and colour buses.. oh, and there's beach bus.. hehe..

'The ball very light hor'.. and the babes jus laugh.. now I know why.. keke.. my mini blue blacks are so 'weird'.. ever seen anyone with dots of blue-blacks?? it's FOC but still comes in different shapes and sizes maybe.. hahahha... Good timing.. immediately after we came out of water.. it started to rain.. perfect!

People at the beach are generally friendly i can say.. =) ops, dunno if it's a blessing or what.. i dun think i m a bit tan.. hehe.. or is the sunblock really so fantastic!

Ooh, sorry guys.. I need to 'pao tai' else J might start complaining.. although I know he won't.. more time to play game better hor.. =p Oh yeah, congrats that your superior plays the same game! hahahah... 'I'm beaten and can oni say that.. hehe' Gosh! was so tiring.. had a nice afternoon nap but still jus feel so so tired.. J's mummy said sometime that makes me so happy =)

Mummy's cooking was great! Had a very very nice dinner.. haha, think this becomes a habit oredi.. must catch mummy's cooking.. once a wk gd home cook dinner!

Yawn.. Zzz... getting late.. nite nite!

Lyn smile @ 11:01 PM

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Jul 5, 2005

Wanton or Diamond ring??

Haha.. wondering what is this? well, tell you a story.. A silly ger told this sillier guy her fren's story of wanton when she saw this wanton mee advert on the tv.. And asked him, "u know how to cook?".. he answered plainly.. "No." She knows he's a little annoyed and she continues.. trying to say in the most casual manner.. "cook for me, ok??" luckily the tone was right and he wasn't too annoyed.. haha.. "I don't know how." Knowing it's not right to say these as it sounds like comparing him with someone else, she jus said ok and ended this topic..

Boring story?? haha, the diamond ring comes in.. silly ger being the very perfectionist, din want to end the nite this way having an open ended topic.. she msg him.. "well, what i need is not a good cook but a nice bf..I prefer a diamond ring, u know?" (er, diamond ring doesn't mean marriage or anything..Know what? He jus replied "Hehe, wanton is bigger than diamond ring" silly?

Moral of the story.. don't beat around the bush.. he won't get it in any way.. and if he can't make you happy the way you wants him to, u gotta take things easy and "kan kai dian" hahahah... even though you got nothing in the end (no cooking, no diamond), you got yourself a silly moment.. stupid right? hahahaha...

I also think so leh.. i know i know, never compare urself with others.. but i still gotta say this.. my fren's bf will offer to help her do foot spa but me??.. A little secret.. to help J cut his fingernails.. arghh! did it once for fun but he keep asking me to do it.. arghh!! ok lar, for the fact that he let me bite his arm after that..

wonder why I always seems to have happy notes in my bloG, well, I just want to remember happy things.. Not worry what will or won't happen.. 'Kai Xin Jiu Hao!'

Lyn smile @ 11:48 PM

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Jul 4, 2005

DUnno what got into me recently.. FOund myself smiling and giggling.. laughing abt silly thoughts that comes to my mind.. Really, did I start this blog to prevent myself frm losing every thoughts if I suffer from Parkinsons one day? or that deep there, I am happy abt everything that is happening to me.. Afraid that unhappiness will take over everything..

Ops, I jus mentioned that taboo word! hehe, Life is jus full of contentment now.. and I'm not going to stop remembering, blogging or cherish those moments.... Waiting for happiness to come or leave is not what I'm going to do..

So look out for my postings as it means more happy things to share and remember!!

Btw, got this "gan chu" (feel) on the train this morning.. hahaha... and can't wait to post it! =p

Happy day!

Lyn smile @ 11:31 AM

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Jul 3, 2005

jus started on a book on Friday.. she's a new author whom i got to know by chance..
Thought the plots are fun and romantic.. so decided to get her 1st book.. it's Cecilia Ahern's PS, I love you. I'm halfway thru and am enjoying the humour and the sweet thoughts..

Friday nite was dedicated just for myself =) after a gd workout with my babe, the next few hours was spent drinking my vanilla ice blended at coffee bean and reading the new book.. afterwhich, rush home to watch the last episode of the chinese serial.. a very fulfilling evening.. Time for food for thought as well as indulge in the yummy coffee =)

Going to cafe alone was something that I had never experience before.. a cushion sofa seat would make the experience more enjoyable.. hahahha....

Went TCC with J today at bugis.. the chicken dish was nice and special.. though I din think there was much choice on the menu.. J ordered a ice honey latte that we shared.. actually din need a coffee cos no craving.. but he insist.. and I insist we use the spoon.. hahahhaha... waah! bugis was all packed with people.. probably they came for the 60's food fest like what we did.. people queuing and munching all around.. as usual, I was so amused with the iceball and that rolex hokkien mee owner.. etc.. oh, but J was attracted by the oyster cake with no oyster.. we queued all the same and while after finishing the whole cake, he commented.."No oyster!" but I think there is.. keke, after dinner and everything, I suddenly said that..

no soft-toy or accessories or clothes.. keke.. those thought were difficult to keep but still i kept reminding myself.. almost bought the piggy carpet/mat.. (J said it's cushion) it's the same design as the piggy that J bought me last x'mas.. it's a stress reliever.. (he said).. probably I was too stressed last decemeber.. hahah =p well, almost! almost got it.. still thinking abt it.. erm.. hahahha...

it's sunday again.. so soon and the wkend will sneak thru jus like that.. well, J's meeting his colleague tomorrow to accompany him buy game and think they going to the exhibition after that.. well, I hope he will have a good time tomorrow.. =) i'll be gd daughter and stay at home with my parents.. hopefully mummy's at home.. keke.. else, I'll be home alone =p

I'm not going to say anything like the other time and regret or make myself unhappy.. whatever will happen will happen.. thought insensitive J won't know.. I trust him all the same that he will know when what to do.. Ya, I finally realised.. whatever the answer you get.. both Yes and No will not make me happy.. satisfied and enjoy what it is now.. at least I know I am very happy now and ......... dun mind anything.. nice ("p)

my eyes red again.. dun think it's the lens this time.. maybe pricked another vein.. =p if J knows, he will nag again and force me in my glasses.. hope my eye will be fine real soon.. a little worried it's something serious though.. pray for me..

it's almost 2am.. but I'm still tempted to read the book.. keke, it makes me feel so comfortable.. and hopefully better sleep.. hehe.. and anyway, can wake up real late later.. keke.. sign out..

Lyn smile @ 1:06 AM

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