Vulnerability...


Told joy abt my disappointment late last year when I found out that frens actually felt this way when I din even know.. Seen her did this to our common fren before and never did I expect her to do this to me too.. If there's anything, I rather you tell me or that I nvr nvr know abt it.. thought I got over it and jus forget abt having such fren.. but recently, a fren ask me abt her and I jus couldn't say much.. 'Xin Jie'??


I really cherish every fren whom i consider as frens and perhaps it's my perfectionist that wish to make every fren happy.. but i know it's difficult and I shldn't care too much how pple think of me.. 'Kai Xin Jiu Hao'??


I nvr thought I know this frm J and I dun believe what I hear.. perhaps it's a small thing.. perhaps it's a misunderstanding.. but thinking thru it, it seems true and there's no chance to clarify on this.. perhaps, she jus din take me as fren.. whom we once spend so much time tog.. is competitveness so impt? well, i'm glad she's doing very well now.. I know no one in this world is perfect, but i try my best to do what i feel is right, that's enough.. din tell anyone what happened to us.. Joy knows I am very upset abt it.. I jus dun understand why have to end a friendship like this..


Why so much 'gan chu'?! Maybe it's becos i tried to get this freindship back again.. but i dunno if i shld do that.. I know i will nvr forget this.. wish everyone can be frank..


All the best to her.. hope this is the only time i post unhappy incident in my blog..


hiaz.. feeling better now.. all really to enjoy my wkend!! \(",)