Days when I have to stay till 9pm each day to do testing just started weeks ago..

Still rem times with the consultants and my fellow team mates.. times were tough but nothing can beat us up..

This time round.. maybe cos i'm the main user... so there is more tension and stress that I give myself.. Trying my best not to be the reason for any possibility of delay in completion..

Been trying to control the stress level over the few weeks.. staying in office all alone till 9pm.. coming back and work on sat when no other living thing seems to be around.. it's so lonely and drained.. I always enjoy working as a team.. sharing burden... but then, it's my responsibility and I jus gotta work harder.. eventhough it means to be 'meaner' and 'speak firmer and louder'..

I do am defensive to several consultants who i work with.. may even be 'hated' by them maybe.. Dun think I can be 'ou xiang' aka 'idol' of anyone of them.. except to come up with a remarkable 653 scripts for testing.. and able to do most of it within the timeline..

Don't enjoy testing at all now.. for the past 4 yrs of such challenging but enjoyable job scope, this hit really make me set my mind on that decision I make to try other things.. but surely, I will wish I can complete this project before anything commence..

Looking forward to a stress free holiday tmr.. so glad I dun have to go back to work.. But shucks.. ORT is during the new yr day period.. and I reckon I have to work.. Jus hope to have more support from J, family and frens...

Jiayou Lyn!